FALLEN ANGELS, ALIEN DECEPTION, THE GREAT DELUSION……..R U AWAKE?

FALLEN ANGELS, ALIEN DECEPTION, THE GREAT DELUSION……..R U AWAKE?

PART OF MY TESTIMONY HAD TO BECOME THE OPENING TO MY WEBSITE. IT IS A STORY OF THE TRUE GRACE OF JESUS CHRIST, KING OF KINGS, LORD OF LORDS AND HIS NEVER ENDING LOVE TO GO AFTER THOSE SHEEP, I.E. ME THAT STRAY AWAY FROM HIM, THE ONE OF THE HUNDRED AND BRING  HIM/HERSAFELY BACK TO THE FOLD.

IT IS ALSO A STORY FULL OF ADVENTURE, INTRIGUE AND END TIMES TRUTHS, THAT UP UNTIL 2014, I WAS TOTALLY ASLEEP TO. IT IS A STORY OF CONSTANT GROWTH, SOME OF IT REALLY PAINFUL, AS  I LEARN TO COMPLETELY TRUST HIM -IN LEARNING WHO I AM IN HIM, MY AUTHORITY, HOW MUCH HE LOVES EACH AND EVERY ONE OF US.

 

I CALL THIS SITE DAMASCUS AWAKENING…..FOR A SPECIFIC REASON. I HAVE SPENT TWO AND A HALF YEARS SEARCHING OUT TRUTHS, THAT MY ENTIRE LIFE OF READING THE WORD OF GOD, AND ALWAYS KNOWING IT WAS HOLY SPIRIT INSPIRED, AND BELIEVING JESUS DIED FOR MY SINS, WASN’T ENOUGH IN MY STUPID HUMAN HEAD TO SEE UNTIL HE WOKE ME UP TO WHAT EXACTLY THAT MEANT AND REWIRED ME THROUGH MY HEART.TWO AND A HALF YEARS AGO, GOD WOKE ME UP FROM A 47 YEAR STUPOR, OF TAKING MY LIFE, MY LOVE FOR HIM AND HIS FOR ME FOR GRANTED. HE WOKE ME UP FROM JESUS JUST BEING MY SAVIOUR, MY FIRE INSURANCE IF YOU WILL, TO BEING LORD OF MY LIFE: NOT BECAUSE OF ANYTHING I PERSONALLY DID, BUT JUST ACCEPTING THE GIFT OF ETERNAL LIFE WITH GRATITUDE NEVER ABLE TO MATCH AND REPAY.

DAMASCUS AWAKENING IS MY EXPLANATION OF HOW JESUS THROUGH HIS LOVE AND COMPASSION RESCUED ME FROM TAKING A WRONG PATH INTO A PART OF THE GREAT DELUSION, STEEPED IN IDOLATRY. IT IS ALSO A STORY OF HOW THROUGH ANGELIC INTERVENTION, JESUS SAVED ME FROM MY OWN STUPIDITY, MY EYES BEGAN TO OPEN, THE SCALES FALL OFF AND REALIZE I WAS LIVING IN BABYLON. I CAN ONLY IMAGINE HOW PAUL MUST HAVE FELT, WHEN STILL SAUL, AND OUR LORD JESUS CHRIST, CALLED OUT TO HIM… SAUL, SAUL, WHY DO YOU PERSECUTE ME? I CAN ONLY SAY THAT WHEN JESUS CHRIST HITS YOU ON THE HEAD AND OPENS YOUR EYES TO THE TRUE EVIL OF THE BABYLONIAN WORLD YOU ARE LIVING IN, AND THE COMPLETELY AUTHORITY JESUS CHRIST HAS OVE R EVERY ENTITIY OR LIFE FORCE IN THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE, OR WHEN YOUR HEAVENLY FATHER DOWNLOADS SUPERNATURAL REVELATION INTO YOUR SPIRIT, THE BIBLE BECOMES ALIVE ;YOU START TO SEEK INSIGHT THROUGH PRAYER AND TIME ALONE WITH THE FATHER REGARDING WHAT YOU HAVE LEARNED, EVEN THOUGH TRYING TO EXPLAIN TO FAMILY OR FRIENDS WHY YOU HAVE THE KNOWLEDGE YOU DO OR BETTER YET: HOW YOU GOT IT- YOU ARE TRULY CHANGED FOR EVER .

I HAD STARTED LOOKING FOR WAYS TO MAKE MONEY ONLINE.  DUE TO SOME PHYSICAL DISABILITIES, THAT CONTINUALLY STARTED  TO GROW WORSE, MAKING WORKING FULL TIME OUTSIDE THE HOME TRUTHFULLY DRAINING AND EXTREMELY PAINFUL. I HAVE ALWAYS LOVED PEOPLE, LOVED  HELPING THEM AND BEING A MERCY PERSON THAT I KNOW GOD MADE ME. BECOMING A HEALTH PROFESSIONAL SEEMED THE PERFECT CHOICE FOR ME AS A CAREER, HOWEVER SHORTLY AFTER I GRADUATED AND ONLY A FEW SHORT YEARS AFTER I STARTED MY CAREER, I WAS INVOLVED IN A SEVERE CAR ACCIDENT WHICH PUT ME IN CHRONIC PAIN AND STARTED CHANGING THE DIRECTION OF MY LIFE.   THEN SEVERAL YEARS AND BOUTS WITH LONLINESS, DEPRESSION AND TERRIBLY DRAINING PAIN, MADE ME BECOME DESPONDENT AND HOPELESS AT TIMES. I WOULD BOUNCE BACK, AND CRAWL OUT OF THE DEPRESSION AND TRY, TRY AGAIN. ALONG THE WAY, STEMMING FROM AN EXTREMELY PAINFUL AND SOMETIMES INTENSE, ABUSIVE CHILDHOOD, I HAD THE TENDENCY TO HAVE LOW SELF ESTEEM, SELF DOUBT AND MADE SOME WRONG TURNS ALONG THE WAY, SOMETIMES, ABUSING DRUGS, SOMETIMES FOOD, OR JUST ISOLATING MYSELF FROM EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING. I NEVER WOULD GIVE COMPLETELY UP AND FALL IN A HOLE, THE LORD JESUS AND CONVICTION OF THE HOLY SPIRIT WOULD ALWAYS PULL ME BACK.

AFTER GOING THROUGH THE LOSS OF MY FATHER, MY TWENTY THREE YR OLD DAUGHTER GOING THROUGH HER SECOND OPEN HEART SURGERY AND A YEAR OF DISABILITY DUE TO A DISABLED KNEE, CHRONIC PAIN AND MS, I ENDED UP WITH UTERINE CANCER. I CANT DESCRIBE THE FRUSTRATION I FELT, THAT MY FIGHT CONTINUED TO GET MORE DIFFICULT……..I WAS GOING OUT ON WEEKENDS, GETTING LOADED, AND JUST MAKING BAD DECISIONS BASED ON NO APPRECIATION OF SELF OR OTHERS…..BASICALLY I LOST MY WILL TO FIGHT AND OVERCOME. SOMETHING IN THE PAST I WAS ALWAYS GOOD AT WAS BOUNCING BACK, BUT THIS TIME MY BOUNCY SPRING WAS BROKEN.

 

I FOUND THAT I CONTINUED TO PARTICIPATE IN ACTIVITIES, BEFORE I WOULD NOT HAVE APPROVED OF AND MORE IMPORTANTLY JESUS WOULDN’T APPROVE OF.

 

I FELT THE NEED TO GIVE YOU THE READER A LITTLE INSIGHT INTO WHAT LED ME TO THE DECISION TO LOOK FOR WAYS TO MAKE MONEY WORKING FROM HOME SO THAT YOU WOULD UNDERSTAND MORE READILY WHERE I WAS COMING FROM.  I DISCOVERED THE NEW HOT TOPIC ON FB AND OTHER SITES WHICH PROMISED GREAT SUCCESS AND POSSIBLE SELF SUFFICIENCY DOING SOMETHING I ALREADY LOVED DOING-CONNECTING WITH FRIENDS AND HELPING OTHERS FEEL BETTER ABOUT THEMSELVES. I STARTED HANGING OUT WITH A LOT OF PEOPLE WHO SAID THEY WERE CHRISTIANS AND LOVED GOD. FOR THE MOST PART, THEY WERE HAPPY, POSITIVE, ENCOURAGING AND UPLIFTING PEOPLE. I TRULY FELT MAYBE THIS WAS WHAT I WAS SUPPOSE TO BE DOING. I HAD TAKEN A CLASS SEVERAL YEARS PRIOR AT CHURCH THAT I HAD TRULY ENJOYED BECAUSE IT EXPLAINED THE SUPERNATURAL REASONS AN INDIVIDUAL IS PSYCHOLOGICALLY WIRED WITH CERTAIN GIFTINGS ,  OR YOUR SPIRITUAL GIFTS. I HAD LEARNED THAT MY TOP TWO GIFTS WERE MERCY, #1, AND EXHORTER #2. TRULY THIS MADE SO MUCH SENCE TO ME AS BY PROFESSION I WAS A NURSE, I LOVED TALING AND MINGLING WITH PEOPLE.

I HAVE ALWAYS LOVED WHEN GOD’S WORD IS PROVED TO BE TRUE EVEN USING THE WORLD’S SCIENCE, BECAUSE IT STOMPS ON THE DARWINIAN THEORY AND PARADIGM.  I DEDUCED THAT BEING A MERCY PERSON PHYSICALLY WAS GETTING TO BE OVERWHELMING AND DIFFICULT SO MAYBE I NEEDED TO PICK UP AND DUST OFF GIFTING #2 EXHORTATION, AND ENCOURAGE OTHERS, TALK , HELP BE A FRIEND AND AT THE SAME TIME FIND ANOTHER MORE SUITABLE WAY TO HELP MY HUSBAND AND MAKE A LIVING SIMULTANEOUSLY-HENCE I WAS JUMPING IN WITH BOTH FEET.

I TREATED INTERNET MARKETING LIKE ANY OTHER JOB, SETTING TIME ASIDE TO RESEARCH AND LEARN, GROWING MY KNOWLEDGE BASE, WHILE READING BOOKS BY PEOPLE SUCH AS ZIG ZIGLER, OR TITLED THINK AND GROW RICH AND SET OUT TO CHANGE THE WAY I WAS USED TO THINKING ABOUT MONEY AND PUTTING INTO PRACTICE THE PHILOSOPHIES OF WHAT I WAS LEARNING. THE MORE I EXERCISED THE CONCEPTS I WAS IMPLEMENTING FROM TRAININGS IT TRULY SEEMED TO PROVE CORRECT.

OCCIAISONALLY I WOULD GO TO THE CASINO WITH MY MOM FOR SOMETHING TO DO, USUALLY BINGO. I  STARTED WINNING NOT ONLTY AT BINGO, BUT ALSO WHEN WE WOULD PLAY SLOTS, I STILL ALWAYS REMEMBERED TO SHARE EVEN WITH STRANGERS. FOR EXAMPLE , I WOULD GIVE 20 DOLLARS TO EVERY PERSON IN THE ROW I WAS SITTING IN. I REMEMBER ONE NIGHT I WON OVER 2,000 DOLLARS ON SLOTS, ON LESS THAN FORTY DOLLARS. I GAVE EVERYONE IN THE ROW TWENTY DOLLARS, STUCK A TWENTY IN AND  WON  AGAIN, GIVING MY MOM SEVERAL HUNDRED, AND TAKING EVERYONE  WHO LIVED CLOSE TO US TO DINNER ON NEW YEARS EVE.  I FOOLISHLY HAD FALLEN INTO THINGS OF THE WORLD, AND THE POSITIVE REINFORCEMENT THE WORLD WAS GIVING ME, WHICH I TOOK AS A BLESSING CONVINCED ME  IT WAS OK WITH GOD, SO I SHARED MY BLESSINGS WITH EVERYONE I COULD. I FOOLISHLY ALLOWED MYSELF TO BELIEVE THAT THIS MINDSET, MIGHT BE THE ANSWER TO MY HEALTH IMPROVING, MY CHRONIC PAIN GETTING UNDER CONTROL AND CHANGING MY FINANCIAL CIRCUMSTANCES.

ONE NIGHT AFTER WORKING AND GOING TO SEE PATIENTS I CAME HOME, RESTED AND WENT ONLINE ON FACE BOOK TO GROW MY FRIEND BASE AND ENCOURAGE OTHERS IN THE INFORMATION PRODUCTS I WAS CURRENTLY PROMOTING, DOING MY USUAL CHATTING IN DIFFERENT GROUPS AND ALL OF A SUDDEN IT SEEMED AS THOUGH FACE BOOK SEEMED BROKE. IT SEEMED FRAGMENTED AND NO ONE I DO MEAN NO ONE WAS POSTING.

NOW SEVERAL WEEKS EARLIER WHEN I WAS NETWORKING I HAD MET A NEW FRIEND WHO WAS FROM ISRAEL. NOW MIND YOU, WE HAD ONLY CHATTED A COUPLE TIMES ALWAYS BEGINNING WITH SHALOM AND BEING THE CORDIAL, GENERALLY FRIENDLY PERSON I AM MOST OF THE TIME…….

 

I DON’T TOTALLY KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN WHAT HAPPENED EXCEPT THE INTERNET WAS BROKEN. DURING THE NEXT TWENTY FOUR HOURS MY COMPUTER BEGAN TO GET FUNKY, STARTING TO FREEZE, GIVING ME SEVERAL INSTANCES WHERE I HAD TO RESTART AND RETURN TO A RESTORE POINT TO GET IT TO OPERATE  EFFECTIVELY.

I HAD RECENTLY JOINED ANOTHER INTERNET MARKETING COMPANY AND THEY WERE HAVING A SALES MEETING VIA WEBINAR WHICH I WAS INVITED TO AND WAS CONSIDERING GOING …..NOT IMPORTANT FOR YOU TO KNOW WHICH ONE, BECAUSE WHAT GOD SHOWED ME WAS THAT THE IMPORTANCE WASN’T THE NAME OF THE COMPANY BUT THE ISSUE OF THE HEART, WHERE I WAS LOOKING TO GET HELP WITH LIFE, MY STRUGGLES, MY WALLET, MY HEALTH AND WHAT KIND OF RICHES WAS I LOOKING FOR AND MOST IMPORTANTLY AND WHO WAS I FOLLOWING?

MY FRIENDS, I DON’T HAVE WORDS FOR WHAT HAPPENED NEXT BUT WILL DO MY BEST TO DESCRIBE IT. BASICALLY I DECIDED TO GO TO THIS PRIVATE MEETING, BUT BEFORE I COULD CLICK TO ACCEPT, YES, THE MOST INTENSE FORBODING I EVER FELT IN MY SPIRIT CAME OVER ME . IT WAS LIKE FEAR, DEATH, DANGER, ALERT, A FIRE ALARM ALL ROLLED INTO ONE.

NOW, I SUDDENLY FELT A DOWNLOAD INTO MY SOUL AND SPIRIT OF KNOWLEDGE I PREVIOUSLY HAD NOT HARVESTED FROM THE WORLD OR THE WORD OF GOD.  I SUDDENLY BORE WITNESS TO KNOW IF I WENT TO THIS MEETING SOMETHING SO DARK, EVIL AND DAMNING WOULD HAPPEN I WOULD END UP DEAD, SEPARATED FROM GOD, OR BOTH.

THEN I WAS SHOWN INSTANT KNOWLEDGE, NOT ALL PICTURES BUT A COMBINATION OF PICTURES AND INSTANT KNOWING.  A KNOWING THAT  THERE WERE FALLEN ANGELS, ALL OVER THE INTERNET, MANY POSING AS MEN,  MANY SOON TO SHOW THEMSELVES AS OUR ALIEN SAVOURS HERE TO HELP THE PLANET, AND CURRENTLY TRICKING, MANIPULATING, AND  DRAWING MEN FURTHER FROM GOD, INVADING US EVER SO SUBTLY.

MANY POSING AS PHILOSOPHY DISCUSSION GROUPS ONLINE AND DEMONS DESTROYING PEOPLE , POSING AS OTHER MEN AND WOMEN ALL OVER SOCIAL MEDIA. THE ALIEN POSING FALLEN ANGELS WAS PART OF THE GREAT END TIME DECEPTION THAT THE WORD OF GOD EXPLAINS.

OH AND ONE MORE THING…

THINK AND GROW RICH?

NOTHING GODLY ABOUT IT!

 

UNTIL NEXT TIME……GOD BLESS MY FRIENDS.

 

FOR MORE ADVENTURE IN REAL LIFE, AS WELL AS VIDEOS TO BE ANNOUNCED, A NEW END TIMES POD CAST AND PLACE TO GATHER AND ASK QUESTIONS, OR GET ANSWERS. PLEASE SUBSCRIBE.  MY TRUE REAL LIFE EXPERIENCE WAS NOT FOR THOSE WITH SHORT ATTENTION SPANS, SO I TOOK A BREAK AND WILL POST AGAIN LATER THIS WEEK. PLEASE LIKE, SHARE AND SUBSCRIBE.

 

BLESSINGS,

YOUR SISTER IN C HRIST

CRYSTAL


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